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its monday here, monday february 11 and that means its a mere 28 days exactly until i get on a plane with a big red kangaroo painted on the tail, and head across the pacific again. in fact, at the time i’m writing this 28 days from now, i will have changed planes in LA and be on my way to chicago. i am completely freaking out about this. not the fact that i am going, or that i am travelling alone. that’s never really worried me before, and i have more reason than usual to be excited about this trip, both work and personal.
but i am freaking out because 28 days is not a lot of time, and i have a lot to do before i go. the main thing of course is write The Grant application. its not actually due until march 27 but considering i will be in new york city that day, i have no intention of worrying about it then. so i have a self imposed deadline of march 9 to get it to my relevant research office for submission. i’ve been a bit stuck with it. i decided, on advice, on friday night, to narrow my focus down to issues to do with mental health nursing. that didnt necessarily make my task any easier, but i am lucky at the moment to be away from home for a few days at a fully paid for grant writing retreat. we’re in a hotel down the south coast a bit, lovely little place called kiama, i think a few of you know it well.
we’re all tucked up here, at the sebel, right on the harbour
with this amazing view
in this lovely conference room

all of us typing our little fingers off, agonising over sentences, looking up references, working out budgets, reading each others bits, and possibly tweeting a bit
this is the So Tomorrow table, with Ross and Samantha, my partners in crime. we are the naughty kids sitting up the back, with our macbooks. we have already been scolded. meh, whatever.
regardless, i got some good words done today, and am now back in my room
rereading them for the twenty millionth time
before we go out for dinner. when i get home on thursday, this should be nearly finished, or getting close and then i can upload it all to the electronic submission system.
and then i have to do my presentation for the conference in virginia. of course, i decided to change my topic at the last minute. i didnt get the results i needed on the topic i’d actually proposed, so i sent them an email and they very kindly allowed me to change my topic. so im presenting on the stuff im working on for the grant, which at least keeps me in the same head space. but still, theres that to do. plus i start teaching in 2 weeks time.
plus i have a cardigan to finish knitting. its not going to get finished. who the hell am i kidding? this was it on saturday, from the back (thank you jane for the photo).
its still got quite a few centimetres to go, plus pockets on the front, and considering i feel guilty everytime i stop reading or writing, i’m not sure i can swing even less than a cm a day. but i will keep trying. its cold over there, i think im going to need it.
but right now, its dinner time, and there will be more talking about what we’re all working on, and all the technicalities you have to consider when you’re asking the federal government for large sums of money, and if i drank, or i thought it would stop me freaking out, i would be well into the red wine by now.
but it never did stop me freaking out. so i will make do. and i will get it all done, because i always do. but twenty eight days really isnt a lot of time!
wish me luck
k xx


































































